I'm trying to breath life into this blog.....so updates, updates, updates!
first off.....I'm no longer posting blogs on myspace.....mainly I have this blog for that....I'm making use of this here blog.
Secondly....I'm happy with certain aspects of my life.....I'm learning to make myself before anyone else happy....it's taken a while to get to this point of life (21 1/2 years of bullshit)...and there's no turning back. I know damn well I don't wanna do drugs ever again, drink alcohol, or have sex with random strangers....cuz face it....I haven't done much when it comes to being slutty...why start now?
I would love to make more parts of my life jump-start....but certain things take time....and I got plenty of it.
so let me get you guys up-to-point:
My name is Dawn, most people call me Dawny. I'm 21 and 1/2 years old, I live in the Bronx, which is in New York City. I kinda like it here...but it wouldn't hurt to live somewhere different for a couple of years (I'm thinking California or somewhere kinda like it). I have best friends who make me happy when I'm sad. Sometimes...I get into disagreements with them....but overall....they treat right, respect me...and pretty much accept the awkward person that I am and will continue to be. I'm single...mainly because every person who likes me, always seems to have issues they need to work on (like I'm one to be talking...but ya know how it is..why do you need more drama in your life when you got some of your very own)plus....I haven't met that person who takes my breath away, who makes me wanna be a better person, who makes me wanna start singing love songs when I see them.....those things sound cute...but who would actually start busting out some indie rock love song in the middle of the street....I know I wouldn't.....but I wanna meet someone who makes me wanna do that.
I'm learning everyday about myself.....today's new lesson: I'm too damn nice. Which is something I knew already...but today felt more like one of those days where I'm too nice when I should be a dickhead or say something wrong...like something that's really mean but extremely funny.
oh well.
I think I had enough writing for today....I don't know what else to write....mainly because my mind is somewhere else...and I'm not very focus on writing anything important.
currently listening to : Eisley - "My Lovely" -to- Kaki King - "You Don't Have To Be Afraid"
currently reading: Special Topics in Calamity Physics by Marisha Pessl
current mood: mellow
until next time...
dawny!
