it's a nice rainy day in new york city, two days ago, it was humid.
i don't blog about important things like i should.
but who says that blogging has to be perfect and every t should be cross and all i's should be dotted.
i like being different.
i know i'm different
my friends are different
annoying but still different.
so if i was to have an conversation with the dawn i was 4 years ago...i wonder what we would talk about. would dawn of 4 years past be still jolly once i let her know that all the friends she thought she had are no longer friends with her now?
would dawn of 4 years past understand that her best friend would hurt her to the point of no return? would dawn of 4 years past understand why the dawn that lives currently is pretty emotionless when it comes to things....and it's been that way for a while now.
heck...dawn of 10 years past would be scared of the future that is in store for her. i would be too....all the years of being naive to the ways of people would make any person scared of the fact that people hurt each other in so many ways.
if only i could talk to my past self to stop her from having to deal with hardships and whatever bullshit she would have to deal with....if only.
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