I rarely talk to my mom about personal things but sometimes I do need to vent to someone....and that someone is my mom. I can't talk to her about everything....cuz she really isn't "accepting" of those things....so I keep them to myself or tell a friend. I don't talk about my sexuality to my mom....cuz it's mostly confusing...I really don't know what attracts me more...so I don't think about it often. I told my mom that when my older sister used to call me a lesbian....it made me confused....which is my first step of letting her know that I'm not really as straight and narrrow as the rest of my siblings....that I'm different. I think she knows these things....but sometimes it's better to just let them in on some type of clue....not leave them in the dark about things.
I let things off my chest about my friends to my mom.....most of it is bullshit that my friends pull off, shit they said to me, and things I rather not tell them. I can't really explain why I feel the way I do about things....mostly because I don't like when someone makes me feel as if I'm wrong about everything or what I say is a big..I dunno...piece of the puzzle that is Dawn....which could explain to them why I'm so complex, why I'm such a loner, and why I'm the mess that I am.
a few good things: I got this really cool bracelet from this vendor near Union Square for 5 bucks. It's made of leather and has a wood piece with a peace sign engraved on it.....I really like it....at first I was gonna be the normal Dawn and get a bracelet with skulls...but I saw the peace bracelet and felt some sort of..hmm...pull to it.
I might take a picture of it and post it....might be the keyboard...I mean keyword....but I'm trying to be witty....and failing at it.
enjoy this video by Kaki King: "Can Anyone Who Has Heard This Music Really Be A Bad Person?"
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...more next time. :)
